Lament to Lórien

By Naresha


Friend

My friend, so long known, so soon lost. Little seen throughout the years, but trust developed through the honour you displayed in your deeds. Grace in your swordplay, elegance in your lunges, and beauty as you bathed.  Head held high, an ever-present, arrogant façade gracing your face.  Although the words were never spoken, admiration was always there.  Middle Earth lost a great warrior when you departed.  You would rather have hidden from our cause, fighting battles in your own land; but you came to aid us in the cause you so despised.  You are a true warrior in my eyes.

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Lover

Once held in strong, Elven arms, the caress of your skin is no longer there.  Heat burns inside, intensifying each passing day. Longing, sorrow, playing at heartstrings, stinging needles of pain stabbing at an aching heart.  Memories of a cruel blade slicing into fine silver hair; fighting back tears as a warrior’s body fell to the ground. Needing to hold a dying body, but unwilling to sacrifice another life in the process. Yearning to kiss rosy lips and whisper ‘Namarie’ and promise to fight for the honour of your name…  Overpowering emotions, fighting only for the glory of our love.

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Brother

Guiding through growth, leading us through love.  It was always you who could right our wrongs, and protect us until we could protect ourselves.  Honour from watching you ride out, more from riding out by your side. Tears slide down sallow cheeks; memories of playful fights, of shouted arguments and lessons learned the hard way. Sounds of soft lullabies lilting through the night, quieting anxious minds.  Even with a new father, we still looked to you, trusted you to show us the way; not just a brother… A role model, a light in darkness, who would never lead us astray.

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Father

Playful days of youth, watched with a wary eye, a magic smile ready to cure all ills.  Now you are in need, but no magic is strong enough; no play, no eye, no smile can cure you of what ills you suffer.  Desperate longing fills every corner of a grieving mind. Remembering you would come running when nightmares ran rife, clinging tight for reassurance. Growing older, growing stronger, training incessantly, protecting the borders with your skills and your life.  Riding beside your brothers, entrusted with the lives of warriors, you never failed, always leading them forward and returning them home.

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Namarie

Rain pounding, arrows flying, swords slicing through the air.  Unintelligible words mixing together, noises, undistinguishable from others around them.  Blade draws through flesh, blood spattering around me.  Strength pounding through veins as more enemies fall.  Sudden pain strikes, blinding, searing, rendering me lifeless. It is just one blow… It should not do this… Life blood seeping; years of life, friendship, love, sibling rivalry, fatherly caresses, all seep from me and I see merged faces, merged memories one last time.  It takes so little…

One blow to kill an enemy, one blow to kill a warrior.  

One blow to kill me…


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