***
I would fall at your feet if you asked me to.
I would crawl on my knees if you wanted me to.
I would mewl and beg
I would cry and bleed.
I would let you chain me up and force me wide.
Batter my body, sheathing yourself deep within me.
Whatever pleased you,
I would allow you to do.
I am wholly submissive -
But only to you…
You whip me and beat me.
Cut through my fair skin
And pour salt into all of my wounds.
When you hear me cry out,
It brings a smile to your lips.
As wet tears soil my cheeks,
You soften your touch.
Whispering into my ear,
Sweet words that tell your love.
You unbind my wrists,
Pull me into your arms,
Kiss my damp lips
And grant me your heart
You have taken my body.
Now you grant me your heart.
Who am I to refuse you,
When you pleasure me so?
***
I lick off your blood,
Tasting the copper.
I hear the child in you whimper,
Hear the pain in your voice.
Take pity on your body,
And flay you no more.
I drop to my knees,
Take you into my mouth,
Soothing the burning you feel.
You cry out my name,
And your seed fills my mouth
As I swallow you deeper.
Much as I try,
I can never deny
All that my heart feels for you.
I used to have lied
Both to your heart and mine.
But I know now that cannot go on.
I have cried all these nights,
Wishing I could tell of my love.
But hiding it deep in my heart.
You gave me your body,
But never your heart.
And left me with pain and regret.
I would slip into sleep,
Dreaming the one dream,
Wishing that you were here in my arms.
I awaken with sorrow,
Knowing that I’m alone,
Your blonde head rests not on my pillow.
We meet once again,
Go through the same games.
I play with my wares,
Testing your strengths.
But still my pleasure never reaches its peak.
I let my toy fall to the ground,
I can hurt you no more.
You look at me kindly,
Your eyes asking me why.
I hang my head ‘shamedly.
I can hurt you no more.
I let my eyes speak my words
For my throat closes tightly.
I release your bonds
Let you out of my grip
And turn my head away from your face.
Your bruised hands slide round my waist.
Red lips fall to my neck,
Sharp teeth nip at my skin
A wet tongue drawing away all the pain.
You nuzzle in close,
Warm breath on my cheek
And I feel your heart beating with mine.
I hear your words in my ear
Whispering not words of love
But you ask me with worry
What it is that you cannot see.
I cannot respond.
I do not know how.
So instead I turn round and kiss you.
You freeze in my arms,
Not knowing how to respond
To this unknown and foreign intrusion.
I probe at your mouth
Seeking entrance inside.
Wishing your tongue to belong wholly to me.
As your shock fades away
You relax into our kiss
Melting slowly into my arms.
My heart soars in my chest.
I feel love in your kiss.
My need for pain seeps slowly away.
You break from my mouth,
Pull me into your arms,
Sucking on the point of my ear.
Your blue eyes smile at me wickedly.
A grin parting your lips,
And I find my hips pinned beneath yours.
The sun catches your hair,
Creates a gold glowing halo.
And you look like a Maia in Spring.
You slide your hips gently,
Grinding across mine.
Pleasuring me in your own way.
You have taken my heart.
Now you’ve granted me yours.
And now,
I let you take over my body.
***
When I looked in your eyes,
I could see the deep love
For my mind and not just my lithe body.
You suffered great shame
I could tell by your pose.
Your look my grand undoing.
I had hardened my heart
As you hardened my body.
Thinking that you could never feel love.
But that look in your eyes…
I knew I was wrong.
And I knew I must own you inside.
As I slid round your waist
I knew I must have you,
Be submissive only to me.
I kissed your fair skin,
Drew blood from your veins
And made you melt under me.
I knew you were mine,
From the moment I touched you.
I could feel your breath catch in your chest.
I wanted only to please you.
But I was not sure how.
Having followed your lead
For so many years.
So I pressed on blindly,
Hoping pleasure would follow.
And the moans you emitted,
Told me I had been true.
So I pressed my hips forward,
Feeling your hardness,
Grinding it into my own.
As I slid down your body,
I felt your form shiver,
Your hands playfully grasping my hair.
I unbuttoned you shyly,
Not know what I would find.
Want all that was captured inside.
I gasped at the sight.
Your chest smooth as could be.
Like silk, creamy and buttery soft.
I freeze where I am,
Still staring at you,
Those dark eyes glinting at my face.
You smile am me gently,
Understanding my stopping.
And slowly, you rise up beneath me.
You kiss my lips sweetly,
Full of knowledge and learning.
And I know I am safe in your arms.
***
You stiffen atop me,
Unsure what to do.
And I realise I must teach you some more.
I draw you into my arms,
Press your red lips to mine
And draw you into a kiss.
I pull myself from the ground,
Draw you up after me,
And pull you into my arms.
We walk from the forest,
And back to my rooms,
To prepare for what we both want.
We walk back together.
Now I know I am happy,
For the first time, but not for the last.
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