Selfish Fear

By Elentári


My hold on you has faded

Like paper roses in the rain

A dying candle in the storm

As it flickers hopelessly in vain.



But even as I know my heart

Can no longer hold you near,

When he looks at you like that

My jealousy burns clear.



Say that you are mine

With those unfaltering blue eyes

Wrap your arms around me like you did

And i’ll pretend that they are not lies.

Try, like all those many years ago,

To whisper sweetly in my ear,

To hold my hand so gently

And take away my selfish fear.



Please. I beg it of you.

Will you tell me one more time?

In your soft, comforting voice,

Holding me close as you used to;

Before you made him your choice.



Tell me that you love me,

That you are mine alone.

Tell him your heart is locked now

And that only I hold the key.



I know I am only dreaming

As I sit and think of you,

My dreams as pointless and empty

But dreaming is all I can do.



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